I keep having the same thoughts over and over, like daily, it’s the same thing:
-I’m constantly thinking about the aging process, looking at people and trying to picture what they looked like when they were young, and what they will come to look like when they are old
-I’m constantly trying to revive old memories, like, trying to dig them up, and uncover old thoughts from when I was small.
-Imagining and wondering about what my thought process was like when I was a child, and wishing to experience that once more
-And more recently, I’m constantly wonder what my last thought will be. Will it be meaningful? Will it be full, or if I die suddenly, at what point will it be cut off?